Baby Titus is growing

As we all know from 5-20 weeks I wasn't feeling amazing. I have to say those 15 weeks I wasn't loving being pregnant. The only thing that kept me positive was knowing, being so sick was a blessing. It meant my little baby was still growing and healthy. I always knew I wanted to be a Mommy and knowing I was pregnant I'd do anything to keep my baby safe. I'm pretty sure every Mom worries when she's pregnant about what if something goes wrong. I've prayed over and over again that this baby keeps growing and is healthy. Thinking about it now makes me very emotional. When I first found out I was pregnant I fell in love with this baby. I looked forward to finding out the sex, feeling him or her move inside of me, me getting huge, Justin getting to feel my stomach as our baby grew and when the time comes, us getting to see his or her face for the first time.

Now that my pregnancy is over half way done we know the sex of our little guy, I get to feel him move inside of me, Justin gets to feel his son kick his hand and I'm getting huge. Haha Those awful 15 weeks sure have made up for it. Feeling Titus move is one of the best feelings. I love it! Lorraine is 5 weeks ahead of me and Isaac is so strong. I think to myself oh I cant wait till Titus moves like that and week by week he's getting there. I'm very excited to see what he looks like but right now I'm enjoying being nauseous free (for the most part) and feeling my baby move. It's a crazy feeling loving something so small and someone you don't know yet. Whenever I think about it like that I think well I've never seen God's face and I still love him and have a relationship with him but I just feel like having a baby is totally different. I also next think why did God trust me with this child? I hope that I'm the prefect Mommy for this little boy and try to do everything right. I'm sure I'll mess up and I'm sure Justin will too but we want to try our best to raise him right and show him so much love. I love my little Ty Ty. :)

Anyways here's my tummy growing along with some people who already love him.